oh ya, our dearest ziqi is among the top few left in the Nokia Singing Competition. SO VOTE FOR HER!! F4. listen to YES 933 this coming Sunday at 1830pm~

JIA YOU ZIQI!!

i was thinking whether to blog or not. cause i'm so so so damn tired. super exhausted. slept at around 4 plus 5 yest. crap. cause of someone. aiya, whatever. and i'm so so so damn hungry. havent been having any correct form of dinner these few days.

planned to sleep through after i reach home. but that cant happen cause my body ache like hell.

this entry will be full of errors cause i simply cant process properly.

MR was okay. but some questions i just answered them wrongly! cause i dont know the spelling. duhh. and business communication teacher sucks to the core. as well as leefy. i feel so faint throughout my day. and flu just have to make it worst! suckit.

aites, i'm so exhausted of everything so ya. fuck everything. and fuck you.

oh ya, almost forgot. my bf bought me this.



all chocolate cookies inside. hehe. how sweet can he be? aites, sweet on some occasions only. BLEH. =D

i'm having a DAMN FLU NOW. SPOILING ALL MY MOOD LAH. MY NOSE IS DRIPPING. AND DRIPPING. AND DRIPPING. OMG!

and i cant seem to get anything right now. boo~ and i keep sneezing and sneezing.

my darling is going for his IPP liao. which means i wouldnt get to see him till 630? oh my. &%@#%&(&^$@ haha.

waileng came to complain to me about leefy. LOL. funny sia. i think her evalution will be super bad lah since none of us likes her (leefy).

aites, my pretty boy came to find me today. hehe.

bf, i just love doing what i did to you today. wahaha. =P

met up with jes and acc her to dye her hair. aint i a nice friend? tsk tsk.

anyway read cleo today while waiting for her. 'if you're still feeling fatigue even when you have enough rest, go take up some blood test on you kidneys, livers and thyroids.' haha. omg.

actually i had a dream. i dreamt that you did a dance. it was so nice and sweet. but then, as usual, it's just a dream. it'll nv happen in real life.

aites, bet no one gets what i'm saying now so off i go. i'm lazy to blog.

having a freaking headache now. super dizzy i should say. feeling all the blood swirling around my head. dammit.

screwed up my software ICA. how great eh?

i was surprised that she talk to me today. cause like normally we wouldn't even talk lah. but anyway everything thing just last a split second. ain't i right?

i was hoping for his msg but it didn't appear. but well, i'm oh-so-used-to-it. haha.

i almost cried. for what reasons? i don't even know. just felt so overwhelmed. overwhelmed by all kinds of emotions

i hate seeing funerals. it just remind me of the things i've experienced. all the blame i've received. all the fake smiles that i've gotten and 'wow, you're so strong, if it were me i think i would have blah3'. all the chances of me having to look for a true friend. the only person who came was pigtong. it's sad that i've friends like that. embarrassing to be exact. but whatever. sometimes life just sucks.

yest i saw ambulance near the station. saw a guy lying on the ground. it just hit me hard. that maybe one day i might end up like him? or worst. not really sure of the situation but at least he's a friend by him. i think he just collapsed suddenly therefore they called the ambulance. just hope that if one day i collapse (choy lah!) there's someone beside me.

had so much things that i've not blog about. and i'm lazy to write them all out. at least not for now. anyway things can just change so quickly. and it sucks to the core. i think you know what i meant.

had fun with you through my weekends. nothing bothers me when you're around. all that matters is having you by me.

bought veg today. saw all the tetra fish. haha. so cute lah. got some look very bloody. some look gong gong. haha. if you wanna know what i'm talking about, then just proceed to sunplaza and you will see all those big shot fishes. LOL.

i touched fei fei. haha. that fat pig. i'm so in love with her.

maybe sometimes, even if it was your closest friend, you will still run out of topics to say? BAH!

time for bed. i hate yest and today. completely.

i dont know why i'm so drained. maybe it's time to see the doc again. get all the damn blood tests done and maybe things will be alright. hopefully. haha.

having a bloody headache. and damn lor. i missed prison break. BLEH.

played ping pong today. wahaha. so funny lah. aites i suck at ping poong lah. i'm slightly better at badminton.

met my bf today. so cute. how cute can someone be? tsk tsk. but he's mine lah. obviously. haha.

cant life be simpler? my life is so chaotic/havoc/crappy/fun/misunderstanding/crazy etc etc. haha. this is so random. A's is ending soon and i'm so glad. finally i cant meet up some of them to bitch about how life sucks and rocks sometimes, how relationships could suck at times yet so loving at others, how things so-called close/best friends could be the fakest in the end, how tutors could suck more, how someone who you've never talk to through your whole sec sch life suddenly can become close to you etc. haha.

things happen for a reason and i've always met the wrong people. trusted the wrong people. what could be worst? had enough of initiating every single thing. blah3.

this post is super super random. cause i'm like writing whatever is in my mind now. and that fat pig is not even home by now (0008), i think he's so gonna get it from me lor. bleh.

what should i wear tomorrow? the curler's still with kitty so i cant curl my hair. should i tie it up? bun it? clip it? i cant think of what others to do to my hair. somebody teach me!!! haha.

girls outing on sat. hopefully nothing goes wrong. no one's late etc. haha.

aites, i think it's time to sleep. my story doesnt flow. that's what LEEFY will say if she read my posts. BAH! it's just a damn proposal leh.

* yawns *

gone for now.

this entry is dedicated to KOH KEE WEI!






HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAHS! haha.

we exchanged our top. tsk tsk. cut trimmed his hair. placed a picture of us in his wallet. did all kinds of weird things for him. so aint you honoured, bf? hehe. so please get me a nice nice wallet soon k? tsk tsk.

only thing was... i didnt get to sleep as i've planned cause that fat pig was watching bleach.

i hate it when fei starts grumbling when i touch her. still so scared of us lor. it's not as if we're going to eat you up lah fei fei!!!

but always happy when mochi let me touch her meanwhile trying to sleep. so cute lah. hehe.

i'm just nothing.























but i kept falling into something called....






















love.






i dont know why. someone please tell me why. enlighten me!!!!!!!!!!

waited for someone for 2 plus hours. you know who you are. haha. but never mind. i got a treat. tsk tsk. met, bought the tickets. and wahaha, i ate for over 1 plus hour i think. first time sia. but it's just cause the chicken was too difficult to cut. i'm hungry now. boo~

played arcade. daytona-ed. he won once, i won once. played air hockey. i lost. first time sia. haha. but fun lah. at least i know who i can have fun with. tsk tsk. bf, please dont be jealous k? wahaha. i'll play with you some other time. =D

watched the covenant. CALEB CALEB~ wow. such cute and handsome guys. and super hot bodies. tsk tsk. but then got one freaky, scaly father. and rats. and spiders! haha. but a little bit like matrix. haha. then the ending abit off? haha. dont know what's that word. haha.

my CALEB~ steven strait.




taylor:


tony


i had fun today. thanks.









and....











i'll remember the NUMBER 9!!










and........










i miss bf. =(

omg. my laptop is in great danger. BLEK! all because of the damn virus from sch com. boo~

almost managed to kill a mosquito cause it happily landed on my hand while i was typing. however by human instinct, i went to blow it away. damn. i feel so unsafe with a mosquito roaming around inside my room. ARGHHHH!

my bf is so cute. haha. thanks my darling. 618++. muack muacks. wahaha.

schooled. then went to the help desk to get my thumbdrive back. and damn, had to wait for sunny sin. cause he wanna have a talk with me. blah blah blahed. aites, thanks to him my thumb drive got fixed. hehe. so off we go to orchard~

bought the tickets and we're stuck at cineleisure. ate there and the food sucks. dont ever eat there man. haha. then roamed around. to far east and to zara. wanted to go top shop but decided not to since it's late. walked past IP zone and decided to get something there. there's a super comfy jacket but bf dont let me get it cause it's too thick. haha.

went to play arcade. haha. so fun. i love bf. went to yoshinoya to have a sit. without buying anything there. =x then we went to the cinema to have our movie. watched material girl. SO NICE~ aites, the ending is kinda dumb lah. doesnt match. but it's fun to see how bimbos/tai tais will end up without their cars, dress etc. haha. so funny lor. pop corned~ WEE!

everything's so christmassy. haha. my favouritae xmas tree. ta-da~



we saw them at town. but decided not to bother since today is our day. hehe. we did what we wanted. we ate, and walked around aimlessly. then we bought what we wanted. haha.

my bf and me. tsk tsk.



we took the nightrider home. haha. the bus took super long to come. and the bus stop was super crowded. then my bf touched me and i got damn shocked lah. i thought to person sitting behind touch me. haha. stupid lah. blehs. anyway the bus was so cold sia. i was freezing. haha. felt super sleepy. almost fell asleep till bf almost drop our stuffs. that pig. haha.

blah! i cant upload the rest of the pictures cause of some probs with blogger. boo!

oh ya, he bought me a ring. when? on the day we quarrelled. haha. so cute lor. hehe.

he slept over at my place. while fixing our laptop, he was happily sleeping lah. that big fat pig. haha. love having him beside me. the best feeling afterall was to have someone you love sleeping beside you. and look at all the silly faces he will having while having sweet dreams of nightmare. hehe. super cute. especially the dumb expression when you try to wake him up and the "HUH?" look. tsk tsk.

i love my cute lil' boy. and purple's the colour.

today is my papa's birthday. so we celebrated for him.


my cute papa blowing candles.



our little family photo. taking family photo makes me wanna cry.

had a tiff. but everything's fine now. i love him. i love them. =D

having a bloody headache. dammit.

numbed. maybe i'm just too numb about any and everything. maybe it's time to give up on everything. blah blah blah. i hate this.

okay, i decided to dedicate this entry to raymond sung feng lim. so you better read properly.
















SORRY DARLING!!! give me a big big smile k? =D


darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling darling.

i did not copy and paste. so see my sincerity? haha. call me when you see this.

and just remember, i enjoy every minute and seconds with you. and i wanna enjoy my whole life with you. at least for now. i cant say the future. but i wanna stay with you. live with you. and while staying together, i'll throw all the dishes, pots and pans at you. and you'll cry and beg me to do everything with you. then i'll flare up at you for no reason. then we'll kiss and make up after awhile.

then i'll decide to snuggle up in my bed having you beside me. and forbid you from doing anything else except lying beside me until i'm happy enough to leave my bed. then maybe we could have a jacuzzi solely for me so while i'm enjoying the jacuzzi, you'll have to clean the house, mop the floor, feed and play with my bunnies and best help me massage, throw in rose petals in the jacuzzi. =D if you treat me like a princess, then i might very well let you enjoy with me.

we will watch movie in the middle of the night, and miss our last train 'by chance', and then take our time to walk home hand in hand. chit chat abit, look at the moon and try to look out for any stray animals. if there are, we'll go buy milk for them, feed them and see them eat.

while it drizzle, we'll walk in the rain, play in the rain (provided that there's no lightning and thunder) and the play ground. then we can try making out in the rain. WAHAHA. let's try it someday k? let's try something dangerous, fun and exciting.

when i'm in a good mood, maybe i'll let you grow your nails long enough and i'll help you do some manicure. =D or do something you like. or we can wait 4 years later for world cup again and we can all book a hotel room with waney they all and watch football together. or during christmas or during countdown. i wan to be the first to kiss you that second although eventually i'm still the only one. wahaha.

i love da pi gu. i love my darling. i love mao duo. i love wang tian wang zi. and bai tu wang zi. you know who you are. lots of love. muahaha.

haha, my bf is so cute. hehe.

so paiseh lor yesterday.
seriously i thought yest was 4th already.
then i msg xm wish her. -.-
finally i can use this face le. HAHAA.

waited for my pig.
and he's such an idiot lah.
dont know the hp is use for what one lor.
so i called my another bf to ask that pig to call me back. BLEH.
so eventually he dilly dallied to the lab.
you know what?
you're such a BIG FAT PIG!! =P

left when yurong came.
went to south canteen to get my nuggets~
wee-u-weee~ NICE!! (especially when you're starving. hehs.)
ate at fj. sucks man the roasted chicken rice. bleh.
on the way back, we saw super tight security at the auditorium.
but we didnt managed to find out what event it was.
so we went off.
and we saw kiwi walking super fastly.
haha.
know what kiwi?
no matter how fast you walk you wouldnt win the competition one lah.
cause there's always something faster called vehicles. HUAHAHAK.
k, lame.

went home.
watched bleached together.
then watched a documentry.
nostradamus.
i bet none of you know him. haha.
he's so cool lor.
he's someone who lived 5centuries ago.
and he predicted the 911 event 5centuries after.
with the exact date etc.

then he war crafted/dota-ed and i copied the IB notes.
boring.
then bleached again.
did manicure for him.
then decided to sleep.
haha.

and as always, he keeps trying to snatch my blanket.
so i decided to steal his towel.
wahaha.
with all the stupid faces. cute. hehe.

woke up today with him beside me occupying more than 50% of my bed.
then still dare to say i need a big bed. PIG!

so i refused to let him do anything with our laptop cause he made me lose my important sleep.
how can someone be so cute like you?
i wanna hug you like a polar koala bear. haha.
kiss you like the mosquito and make the bum swell like hell.
ahaha.
and most importantly....













darling, i love you. and i'll protect you. i promise.








JES!! you've such a cute sis. =) so cute lah. haha.

boo~ i'm feeling hot and cold all at the same time. dammit. think i'm gonna have flu soon. arghH!

but i'm still so obssessed with xiao wan mian. my love. =D

so then again, i vomitted after eating. such a sucky feeling. when you feel damn hungry yet you cant eat at all. understand the feel? BLEK!

i'm so so so bored. and die, think i dont know what to do for ITIPJ. and i hate the damn teacher. everytime so hao lian one. got error also dont know how to solve. some more blame student for the failing application. what kind of tutor is that? BLOODY tutor. dont think that you're a tutor then so hao lian lor. this wouldnt last you for long. idiot! BLEH.

i'm so so so hungry now. =(

it's all because of you.










i hate it when i just cant be angry when i see your face. your stupid-dumb-gong-whatever face. BLEH!












you're my perfect joy.
no pretence can compare.












love, unconditional.

my fat pig fell..






















sick. haha.

aites, i shouldnt laugh at him cause i aint feeling that well either.
my stomach is still swirling.
boo~
actually i was wondering if all these were casued by thyroids.
hopefully not lah. haha.

watchin prison break now. so damn suave lor that guy.
and you know the tattoo he has on his body?
the tattoo artist has to re-draw them over and over again cause they aint real tattoos.
SO COOL RIGHT?! haha.
he's a smart guy anyway.
i mean the lead.

they are bastards man.
trying to bully a helpless girl?
damn, i think they've been lock up for too long le.
all become desperate sia.

BLOODY BITCH! BLEHS.

i've got alot of air in my tummy like that.

i wanna burp!
but i cant burp.

i wanna puke!
but i cant puke.

i wanna shit!
but i cant shit.

DAMN!

a devil's features mark a cross. and by drilling through the horns, eyes and teeth, it forms the weakest point and it's very easy to break through a wall 3-4 inches thick.

i've a dumb dumb bf. bleks.

ohh, i dont know if i've mentioned this before. flip's stomach is super senstive. WAHAHA. everytime u touch the tummy then he will jerk his leg. wahaha. so funny and cute. i wanna hug you, fei. aint you honoured? muahaha.